Deconstructing Jen

to my husband

who I'm pretty sure doesn't read this, but oh well. I wanted to publicly say sorry I was a complete and total unbearably crabby wench today. And all in all, you took it pretty well.

I'm not exactly sure what the problem was today but I could not get my sh*t together today. And to add to it the smallest comment set me off in ballistic missile style temper tantrums. A good time was had by all as I'm sure you can tell.

Sometimes you truly are a saint.

The fog over my eyes

I'm gonna whine for a while so please excuse me...

I am so worn out that my head has that slight exhaustion fog that you get when you haven't had enough sleep for 4+ days and you know you aren't going to get any for the forseeable future. Ben and Evey are both sick. :( Evey seems to have the worst of it, so far. She was up a couple of times last night (as was Ben) and she came home from pre-school today with a 101.5 fever. Thank goodness for my mom - she was able to pick her up and is taking care of her until school is over.

I've been very very busy at work. I've been taking digital pictures of all the students artwork and creating a digital gallery for them. It's enjoyable - something that I really feel is worthwhile and I love doing it but man is it a lot of work. Each piece has to be mounted, photographed, editted and uploaded. I have 246 students with 3 piece of art...each. I'll post a link when it's all shiny and done. :D Though I wouldn't expect that I'll get every single piece up there - but I'm going to try to do a lot of it. Thank goodness for Photoshop actions and automation.

Blah

I feel blah. And I've been feeling like this for the last 3-4 days. I'm not sick to speak of, I have some sinus drainage gunk but nothing bad. I just fill ick. I can't seem to shake it. I'm not hungry - and I mean not at all. I've been eating 3 meals a day but I can't seem to finish any of them and nothing tastes good and my stomach feels icky after I eat. My head feels kinda like I'm on cold medicine but I'm not. I've been sleeping okay, nothing fantastic but nothing that would make me feel bad either. Why am I blah? I feel like my body is doing my everyday things but the 'me' part of my body isn't playing along. I don't want to feel blah.